Melissa,
As you may know, it is very difficult to gauge the true meaning of what a person is saying in such medium as this, which may make communication at times an "intimidating" feat. I just grasped this the hard way over the last two days. It seems I may have read more into your words than you intended in one of your prior messages here.
"Hi Nick,
Sorry about that. I realize that I misinterpreted your former messages and thought that you were insulting, not joking.
I shouldn't have said what I did without provocation. I screwed up. I'm sorry about misreading the signals.
I did enjoy talking with you on Cerebrals.
-Melissa"
Yesterday when I read this I sort of looked at all the verbs and believed that you were attributing them to me, and then I took that as an explanation for why you didn't respond back. But now I realize that this is not the case. I guess I felt as if I were not worthy enough to see you again. But it is not a question of my unworthiness. This explains my use of the term "retard".
Now I understand that I then proceeded to redeem this mistake by a series of other messages. I am unsure if I may have overreacted. If this has caused any confusion please tell me. As you may know, I have ran over some pitholes along the road of internet exchange with women in the past and it is an experience I wish never to return to.
That main picture of you is the same one you have at your website. It is beautiful and you are more worthy of the name Aphrodite than anyone I've ever met. I felt as if my pics would be disappointing to you. But the thing is my cell phone can no longer do file transfer and so I cannot take any new ones. I will add more pics overtime though.
When you sent me that message about you being sorry I realized my own foolishness among other things. I should not have called you a retard. Please forgive me and let me know if I have offended you in any way so that I may understand your preferences.
My apologies about the length of this message. I am grasping at straws so to speak. However, I have greater expectations of your seeing than most people who may not comprehend and forgive these silly mistakes. You are not a superficial person and I particularly appreciate and admire your sensitivity in talking with people. Am I wrong in believing this?
-Nick.
As you may know, it is very difficult to gauge the true meaning of what a person is saying in such medium as this, which may make communication at times an "intimidating" feat. I just grasped this the hard way over the last two days. It seems I may have read more into your words than you intended in one of your prior messages here.
"Hi Nick,
Sorry about that. I realize that I misinterpreted your former messages and thought that you were insulting, not joking.
I shouldn't have said what I did without provocation. I screwed up. I'm sorry about misreading the signals.
I did enjoy talking with you on Cerebrals.
-Melissa"
Yesterday when I read this I sort of looked at all the verbs and believed that you were attributing them to me, and then I took that as an explanation for why you didn't respond back. But now I realize that this is not the case. I guess I felt as if I were not worthy enough to see you again. But it is not a question of my unworthiness. This explains my use of the term "retard".
Now I understand that I then proceeded to redeem this mistake by a series of other messages. I am unsure if I may have overreacted. If this has caused any confusion please tell me. As you may know, I have ran over some pitholes along the road of internet exchange with women in the past and it is an experience I wish never to return to.
That main picture of you is the same one you have at your website. It is beautiful and you are more worthy of the name Aphrodite than anyone I've ever met. I felt as if my pics would be disappointing to you. But the thing is my cell phone can no longer do file transfer and so I cannot take any new ones. I will add more pics overtime though.
When you sent me that message about you being sorry I realized my own foolishness among other things. I should not have called you a retard. Please forgive me and let me know if I have offended you in any way so that I may understand your preferences.
My apologies about the length of this message. I am grasping at straws so to speak. However, I have greater expectations of your seeing than most people who may not comprehend and forgive these silly mistakes. You are not a superficial person and I particularly appreciate and admire your sensitivity in talking with people. Am I wrong in believing this?
-Nick.