There is an underlying awareness that permeates all things

[Ostronomos]

This is the God of traditional monotheism. A supreme consciousness that underlines all matter. This consciousness has been accessed and concluded beyond a reasonable doubt by myself and few others. The quantum mechanical human brain is capable of more than we thought possible. There is no possibility of going back to atheism once one embraces this fact. Matter is merely epiphenomenal. The God I speak of is elusive simply because this God is not apparent in the matter we perceive. Only those worthy of being called "genius" can prove His existence using nothing more than logic as their arsenal. This is more than a mere conviction. God is real because He is proven using logic - to borrow my own words.

Whether evil or ignorant, I pity atheists, as none of them are in touch with reality.

[Magical Realist]

Essentially true. But "it" is neither objective nor subjective. Neither God nor consciousness. It is the in-between relational activity (energy?) instantiating those two ontic antipodes. And when we participate in that actualizing/potentializing transjectivity thru writing and speaking and just living deliberately day to day, we tacitly understand how we can know and be real at the same time. The happening of time and the happening of experience essentially becoming one flowing current.