When I was a child, I thought of death when I went to the funeral of an old man in the village. The thought that death was forever, the complete disappearance of my self and the absence of existence made my whole body tremble with this incompatible fear
A few years ago, when I turned 30, I felt the same way again, giving up games and entertainment and settling down in the hope of thinking more deeply about this question
People are bound to die
Are there souls and reincarnations after death? I started searching for answers on the Internet, but whether it was soul, reincarnation, consciousness after death, dark matter after death, there was no verifiable argument, and of course, living people don't die and who can prove that this is true
Scientists tell us very bluntly, the high probability of death is gone, the body decay into the earth, the brain produced consciousness is colloquially called thought, also with the brain decay away, this is even the ordinary people should be able to understand, the body and brain die, where there is no thought
With the science and showed me the cruel fact, it makes me very sad, because of the self disappear permanently, there is no more what is more painful, I began to search the same feeling, comfort each other, but then I feel comfort changes nothing is meaningless, search for eternal life, and found that the present technology can't reach, and even longevity medicine, natural and man-made random events may also at any time to our life
I was lost and helpless, and I tried to continue to learn some science
But the crueler truth lies in front of me
Our world is called the universe. The most accepted theory at present is the Big Bang theory. Before our universe was a mass of matter tightly compressed into a point, and it suddenly exploded for unknown reasons
I know we are so small, my village outside has a province, province outside has a country, we are all in the earth, and the earth in the solar system is nothing, and the solar system in the Milky Way is very very small, and the galaxy outside is infinite
From 1 children born under the parents spoil, think oneself as a center, the school just know every child think that, by the society gradually came to know that he was not the center of the world, then found that the human is not dominate, light earth's nature is enough to make people die at any time, let alone the earth in the universe than sand
Not only that, more let I was afraid that the original is not only the life of the people, even the earth there is life, even the sun will devour the earth billions of years later, not only that, even the matter of the universe has destroyed, whether big tear or heat death and collapse, the end of these scientific predictions are told me that on the day of human beings and the whole world has gone
Which makes me even more upset. What is the meaning of the universe and human existence? What is the purpose? The popular answer is simple, meaningless and purposeless
Yes, creatures and humans suddenly come to this world passively, at a loss. If 1 has a purpose at the beginning, for example, there is a villain and BOSS like a game in the solar system, our human's purpose is to defeat it, but if this purpose is achieved, we will not have a goal
So this is the world we live in now. No one tells you that human beings have any purpose or purpose, but only the end result, death and destruction.
We humans are initially in order to survive, then in certain food satisfied when they began to confusion, so they invented all kinds of recreational activities, ball games, chess, sports, literature, games, electronics, power, wealth, trade, politics, are let the human is not the product of boring playing time and extension products, part of the don't want to live a lifetime in the rules of human meanings of invention, and began to study the world, this is the scientist, Galileo, Newton, Einstein and so on, they all want to understand and know the world, even if one day humans discovered the ultimate fate is death, It's still impossible to stop the idea of exploring the world, which is what we mean by purpose and meaning. Maybe humans will never know why this world appears and why it appears. Is there a world outside this world
Looking back, 100 billion people have died, countless lives have died, they have the poor, lovely, beautiful, hateful, despicable, kind, but they are dead, forever and ever, the future will continue to explore the road until the end of humanity, there are countless lives to die
It overwhelmed me
Indeed, human beings in the universe system how small, there is no any special place, but human beings have feelings and thinking ah! Why is life born? Why were humans born? Admittedly, matter does not have any perception, and become life to perceive this world, but the price of life is to perceive this world and then die cruelly! So why give birth to such small things as life and man? This universe is so cruel!
Scientists have said that human is not special, life and human is in the eagle and countless coincidences to be born, which makes me hard to understand, and said that human is a coincidence, and said that human is small, why? Why should man be born to feel the world die so cruelly? This makes me deeply doubt that human beings were born without a coincidence of purpose
But other than doubt, I have no evidence that the world has a purpose. I am too small
I very much hope that I will have another world after my death, or I can see those dead family members dead scientists, dead people! But this is just my wishful thinking, how I wish all the dead were not dead, how good it would be, or my tiniest plea, when I die, if any creator or universe, could tell me the truth about this world?
Why did you create this world?? Why should the birth of life and human beings, every life is so short, and then finally leave this world forever and ever, then the existence of life is to live and live? ?
I hate you the universe, the creator, God, if you exist, can you hear me?
.
But in my pain, I had no good idea, and I thought, if I were a creator of the universe, what kind of world could I design?
Just like now every material thing has a chance to become alive to experience the world and then die forever? bad
Dead all the people will reincarnation into new life, the demise of the universe in the restart of reincarnation? That would be too sad
All life is immortal, is it eternal? But if you don't die for 100 years and you don't die for 1,000 years, if you don't die for 100 billion years, isn't it going to be a lot more painful?
After the creation of this world, there seems to be no perfect solution
Alas, the source of this contradiction is the beginning of this world
I don't know why the world had a big bang. The big bang had no purpose, but it had to have a reason
I really want to know what made the Big Bang, why did it do that...
When I go to sleep at night, I think, what on earth do people want to do? Once people die, they will disappear forever, and all the meaning in life will be gone, which makes me lose the power to live
A lot of people are speculating about the world
Scientists say the Universe came out of the Big Bang, theologians say god made the world, and a lot of idealists say consciousness came out of the world, and we are modeled by higher organisms or virtual computers
Whatever is true, the rest is fantasy, and it seems to have no happy ending for humans, because whether we are headed by the universe, the creator or higher creatures, our future is in their hands and ready to wipe us out
Some people might say what if they were consciously kind? But you think 1, when the first person died in pain, perhaps the creator will pity him, but over the course of hundreds of thousands of years, the creator after seeing countless suffering of life, must also become numb, let alone there is no creator is still a question
Maybe our universe is an experiment, maybe it's a toy for a child of higher living things, maybe it's even more ridiculous that the universe is the spitting image of their world
Some people would say, I died hundreds of millions of years ago at that time, there is no gray left, why care about these
Yes, in any case, the earth and mankind are small, sad, let alone such a trivial person like me,
In fact, human beings should not be born to experience the world. If the rule is that as long as there is a universe, there will be human beings born. This has to make me feel that what is worth being born for such a small thing as human beings
Why do we have this world, why are we born, where are we going?
Maybe there's an answer after death, or maybe death is the eternal release, and there's never an answer
A few years ago, when I turned 30, I felt the same way again, giving up games and entertainment and settling down in the hope of thinking more deeply about this question
People are bound to die
Are there souls and reincarnations after death? I started searching for answers on the Internet, but whether it was soul, reincarnation, consciousness after death, dark matter after death, there was no verifiable argument, and of course, living people don't die and who can prove that this is true
Scientists tell us very bluntly, the high probability of death is gone, the body decay into the earth, the brain produced consciousness is colloquially called thought, also with the brain decay away, this is even the ordinary people should be able to understand, the body and brain die, where there is no thought
With the science and showed me the cruel fact, it makes me very sad, because of the self disappear permanently, there is no more what is more painful, I began to search the same feeling, comfort each other, but then I feel comfort changes nothing is meaningless, search for eternal life, and found that the present technology can't reach, and even longevity medicine, natural and man-made random events may also at any time to our life
I was lost and helpless, and I tried to continue to learn some science
But the crueler truth lies in front of me
Our world is called the universe. The most accepted theory at present is the Big Bang theory. Before our universe was a mass of matter tightly compressed into a point, and it suddenly exploded for unknown reasons
I know we are so small, my village outside has a province, province outside has a country, we are all in the earth, and the earth in the solar system is nothing, and the solar system in the Milky Way is very very small, and the galaxy outside is infinite
From 1 children born under the parents spoil, think oneself as a center, the school just know every child think that, by the society gradually came to know that he was not the center of the world, then found that the human is not dominate, light earth's nature is enough to make people die at any time, let alone the earth in the universe than sand
Not only that, more let I was afraid that the original is not only the life of the people, even the earth there is life, even the sun will devour the earth billions of years later, not only that, even the matter of the universe has destroyed, whether big tear or heat death and collapse, the end of these scientific predictions are told me that on the day of human beings and the whole world has gone
Which makes me even more upset. What is the meaning of the universe and human existence? What is the purpose? The popular answer is simple, meaningless and purposeless
Yes, creatures and humans suddenly come to this world passively, at a loss. If 1 has a purpose at the beginning, for example, there is a villain and BOSS like a game in the solar system, our human's purpose is to defeat it, but if this purpose is achieved, we will not have a goal
So this is the world we live in now. No one tells you that human beings have any purpose or purpose, but only the end result, death and destruction.
We humans are initially in order to survive, then in certain food satisfied when they began to confusion, so they invented all kinds of recreational activities, ball games, chess, sports, literature, games, electronics, power, wealth, trade, politics, are let the human is not the product of boring playing time and extension products, part of the don't want to live a lifetime in the rules of human meanings of invention, and began to study the world, this is the scientist, Galileo, Newton, Einstein and so on, they all want to understand and know the world, even if one day humans discovered the ultimate fate is death, It's still impossible to stop the idea of exploring the world, which is what we mean by purpose and meaning. Maybe humans will never know why this world appears and why it appears. Is there a world outside this world
Looking back, 100 billion people have died, countless lives have died, they have the poor, lovely, beautiful, hateful, despicable, kind, but they are dead, forever and ever, the future will continue to explore the road until the end of humanity, there are countless lives to die
It overwhelmed me
Indeed, human beings in the universe system how small, there is no any special place, but human beings have feelings and thinking ah! Why is life born? Why were humans born? Admittedly, matter does not have any perception, and become life to perceive this world, but the price of life is to perceive this world and then die cruelly! So why give birth to such small things as life and man? This universe is so cruel!
Scientists have said that human is not special, life and human is in the eagle and countless coincidences to be born, which makes me hard to understand, and said that human is a coincidence, and said that human is small, why? Why should man be born to feel the world die so cruelly? This makes me deeply doubt that human beings were born without a coincidence of purpose
But other than doubt, I have no evidence that the world has a purpose. I am too small
I very much hope that I will have another world after my death, or I can see those dead family members dead scientists, dead people! But this is just my wishful thinking, how I wish all the dead were not dead, how good it would be, or my tiniest plea, when I die, if any creator or universe, could tell me the truth about this world?
Why did you create this world?? Why should the birth of life and human beings, every life is so short, and then finally leave this world forever and ever, then the existence of life is to live and live? ?
I hate you the universe, the creator, God, if you exist, can you hear me?
.
But in my pain, I had no good idea, and I thought, if I were a creator of the universe, what kind of world could I design?
Just like now every material thing has a chance to become alive to experience the world and then die forever? bad
Dead all the people will reincarnation into new life, the demise of the universe in the restart of reincarnation? That would be too sad
All life is immortal, is it eternal? But if you don't die for 100 years and you don't die for 1,000 years, if you don't die for 100 billion years, isn't it going to be a lot more painful?
After the creation of this world, there seems to be no perfect solution
Alas, the source of this contradiction is the beginning of this world
I don't know why the world had a big bang. The big bang had no purpose, but it had to have a reason
I really want to know what made the Big Bang, why did it do that...
When I go to sleep at night, I think, what on earth do people want to do? Once people die, they will disappear forever, and all the meaning in life will be gone, which makes me lose the power to live
A lot of people are speculating about the world
Scientists say the Universe came out of the Big Bang, theologians say god made the world, and a lot of idealists say consciousness came out of the world, and we are modeled by higher organisms or virtual computers
Whatever is true, the rest is fantasy, and it seems to have no happy ending for humans, because whether we are headed by the universe, the creator or higher creatures, our future is in their hands and ready to wipe us out
Some people might say what if they were consciously kind? But you think 1, when the first person died in pain, perhaps the creator will pity him, but over the course of hundreds of thousands of years, the creator after seeing countless suffering of life, must also become numb, let alone there is no creator is still a question
Maybe our universe is an experiment, maybe it's a toy for a child of higher living things, maybe it's even more ridiculous that the universe is the spitting image of their world
Some people would say, I died hundreds of millions of years ago at that time, there is no gray left, why care about these
Yes, in any case, the earth and mankind are small, sad, let alone such a trivial person like me,
In fact, human beings should not be born to experience the world. If the rule is that as long as there is a universe, there will be human beings born. This has to make me feel that what is worth being born for such a small thing as human beings
Why do we have this world, why are we born, where are we going?
Maybe there's an answer after death, or maybe death is the eternal release, and there's never an answer