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PROLOGUE (Friedrich Nietzsche):
THE CLARITY PROJECT
https://youtu.be/xrT9XRyDDaE
VIDEO EXCERPTS: I was in a coma. Great conversation starter, I know. It was something called a medically induced coma, so I didn't just pass out. They actually gave me drugs and continuously gave me drugs for a good two weeks or so, to put me in this 'sleep state' where I could heal and hopefully live.
So many dreams, so many stories... so here ya go. [...] Everything that happens in the real world you hear, you're still kind of aware of or know what's happening. But it goes through this weird 'filter' thing in your brain.
And by 'filter' I mean it's going through the drugs. And then it turns into something else once it actually hits your consciousness.
So for example, I had a lot of people who'd come to visit and sit by my bed and talk to me. I heard my step-mom and, my own nanny talking, and all that stuff. And I heard what they were saying. But then in my head, we were like in girls in a camp, one of those log cabin camps.
And they were gossiping about one of the other girls. Though in actuality they were just talking about one of the nurses and something she had said. But in my head that got converted into girls gossiping at summer camp, and I was like in on it, too. I was talking back to them, but I wasn't really talking.
And sometimes this messes me up so much, when I'm looking back on the whole experience. I remember so clearly saying something back to them and it being like... 'Oh yeah, that Peggy...'
I didn't say anything, so it was like all a weird conversation in my head with everyone, and I wasn't even talking.
Another thing that would happen resulted from the uncomfortable positions that they would put me in. My brain would make up a story for why I was in those positions.
At one point, they had to literally tilt the bed [...] upside down. So there I was, upside down and swelling like a balloon at that point. But in my head, I was residing in this weird hammock thing. And I remember that I got, like, my foot caught in the hammock...
What it's like to be in a coma ... https://youtu.be/xrT9XRyDDaE
https://www.youtube-nocookie.com/embed/xrT9XRyDDaE
https://youtu.be/xrT9XRyDDaE
VIDEO EXCERPTS: I was in a coma. Great conversation starter, I know. It was something called a medically induced coma, so I didn't just pass out. They actually gave me drugs and continuously gave me drugs for a good two weeks or so, to put me in this 'sleep state' where I could heal and hopefully live.
So many dreams, so many stories... so here ya go. [...] Everything that happens in the real world you hear, you're still kind of aware of or know what's happening. But it goes through this weird 'filter' thing in your brain.
And by 'filter' I mean it's going through the drugs. And then it turns into something else once it actually hits your consciousness.
So for example, I had a lot of people who'd come to visit and sit by my bed and talk to me. I heard my step-mom and, my own nanny talking, and all that stuff. And I heard what they were saying. But then in my head, we were like in girls in a camp, one of those log cabin camps.
And they were gossiping about one of the other girls. Though in actuality they were just talking about one of the nurses and something she had said. But in my head that got converted into girls gossiping at summer camp, and I was like in on it, too. I was talking back to them, but I wasn't really talking.
And sometimes this messes me up so much, when I'm looking back on the whole experience. I remember so clearly saying something back to them and it being like... 'Oh yeah, that Peggy...'
I didn't say anything, so it was like all a weird conversation in my head with everyone, and I wasn't even talking.
Another thing that would happen resulted from the uncomfortable positions that they would put me in. My brain would make up a story for why I was in those positions.
At one point, they had to literally tilt the bed [...] upside down. So there I was, upside down and swelling like a balloon at that point. But in my head, I was residing in this weird hammock thing. And I remember that I got, like, my foot caught in the hammock...
What it's like to be in a coma ... https://youtu.be/xrT9XRyDDaE
